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Sooo, I haven't posted in a while. Go me. But hopeful that'll change. Whoo hoo!!
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| who am I to judge or strike you down? |
[23 Jul 2004|10:42pm] |
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I write in a journal everyday now, in cursive.
(cursive is not my friend)
I hate this username and my screename.
}time for a change{
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| AP tests. |
[17 Jul 2004|06:46pm] |
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I got my AP scores back today. Did exactly the opposite of how I thought I would do.
English: 3
History: 4 IN YOUR FACE SARTAIN!!!
Hehe. It's so funny that I got a 4 in history. I really thought I bombed those essays. Ah well, it's all good.
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| new is in the air |
[04 Jul 2004|05:19pm] |
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Avenged Sevenfold - Darkness Surrounding |
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New lj layout. Yeah, I know the font is small. But I like it. And I highly suspect that no one reads this crap anyway.
Also random updates at far-beyond.net.
Since I'm here, happy "independence day" and all that.
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| rain |
[02 Jul 2004|05:13pm] |
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mellow |
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Marilyn Manson - The Nobodies |
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It's raining and that makes me happy.
( thoughts on rain )
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[21 Jun 2004|09:22pm] |
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:Wumpscut: - Rise Again |
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mooched from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) circean0circle.
( fun fun )
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| SAT's |
[18 Jun 2004|10:52am] |
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I got my SAT scores back today. I did much better. Lets see, these are my no sleep, out late with Jeff the night before, woke up 15 minutes before I had to leave scores:
Verbal: 660
Math: 530
Compared to my, lots of sleep, went to bed early, woke up prepared and had breakfast scores:
Verbal: 610
Math: 480
I'm a last minute kind of girl.
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| this is my present |
[17 Jun 2004|10:20pm] |
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A Perfect Circle - Thomas |
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Jeff and I are silent most of the time we spend together. There's nothing ridiculous to talk about or anything to complain over. Plus, you could cut the sexual tension with a knife. He's just so... He kissed my forehead the other day. Everything is so surreal. And its not even because of him... it's just everything. And I wish I had the words.
( tool knows )
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| get out of my head |
[13 Jun 2004|10:31pm] |
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A Perfect Circle - Hollow
Run desire run
Sexual being
Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour
Cause it's time to bring the fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow
Screaming
Feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
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| okay, you were right. *bows* |
[02 Jun 2004|04:32pm] |
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Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease |
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For the Record:
Main Entry: dys·to·pia
Pronunciation: (")dis-'tO-pE-&
Function: noun
Etymology: New Latin, from dys- + -topia (as in utopia)
1 : an imaginary place where people lead dehumanized and often fearful lives
2 : ANTI-UTOPIA 2
( dannielle click here! )
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| book meme |
[01 Jun 2004|07:35pm] |
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*bold those you've read
*italicise started-but-never-finished
*add three of your own
*underline those you own but haven't gotten to yet
*post to your livejournal
mooched from circean0circle
( there are so many )
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| domains |
[23 May 2004|03:05pm] |
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Verve Pipe - The Freshman |
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I think I'm going to buy a new domain. Soaring-star is going to expire soon and the server has been unreliable as of late anyway. I have a name picked out, but what I really wanted was dark-star.com or net. They're both taken though and I don't like .org's. I considered dark-stars.com or .net but they too are taken. It is beyond annoying when people who have no html skills owns the domain name you want. It really is. So I have two options left and I am having trouble deciding which I like better. It's between, far-beyond.net and broken-star.com. Dum dee dum. I don't know. But I want to buy it when my mom gets home today. So, if anyone wants to post and tell me which they like better, I'd be very grateful. :)
EDIT: I went with far-beyond.net.
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| stumbling again... |
[06 May 2004|11:12pm] |
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The Anjali Quartet - Be Thou My Vison |
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call it what you will... it will all be gone in a hundred years anyway.
Could you understand this, these words that spill upon my paper? Could you see their meaning, their soul? Do you know they breathe? Can you hear their soft whisper? Are you too blind to see that what they convey is sacred? Can't you sense the force of their wrath or the quiet hope that floats from their source? Do you understand that they are more than just symbols scrawled on superficial skin?
Or do they elude you? Does their life escape your cowardly presence, their soul evade your searching mind, their essence turn its back to you in your over-whelming, simplistic rationalizations? Don't you know this beauty or this pain?
No, you don't know. You never will. You have turned your back too them too many times. You have lied to them, spit on them, broken them down and cut their meaning out in your diabolically simple easy-way-out mind. You have killed them. And I hate you for it.
( tool )
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